Nope, that's not my doppleganger, that's still me

My plans for New York City have once again changed. First, my program that was supposed to begin in November got canceled and now I have to wait until June to start training. I was still supposed to leave September 10th, now yesterday morning, I received unfortunate news that my grandma who has been battling cancer, will be leaving us soon. Hearing this news is bittersweet, as now I am certain that I can be there for my family and to be there for the funeral. I will be staying in Madison until further notice.
This just reminds me how unpredictable life can be. I am extremely grateful for the time I have spent with my grandma, one of the sweetest people I have ever known, and although it is sad, I am glad that soon she will no longer be in pain.
I hope (insh'Allah for my Muslim friends) that this will be the only sad post I write, but I figured people would want to know what's going on.